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♥karhweee(:!♥

I have been M.I.A sosososososo long i swear . Finally , i decided to blog . HEHHE . I dunno why . Im seriously very stress )))): Sec3 is a stressful year . by then sec4 i gna dead trust me . HHEHEH .
this holiday i have doing nothing lor . at home sleep and eat . i gain abt 7kg )))): that's suck ))): im gna diet now . HEHHEHEHE .
I miss bedok green okay . i swear i miss bedok green badly ):
if only i have the chance to rewind back everything .
I always remind myself stop saying IF .
Past mean past .
I always told myself this if life is fair it wont be a life at all .SO yeah .
AND I REALISED something this holiday i spent abt like 3k , i need save it back . AWWW , damn .
i regret taking 7subject . i regret transferring school . i regret nvr cherish my grandpa .
YOU SEE I REGRET SO MANY THINGS .
NO USED BEING REGRET RIGHT .
SO LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE .
SEEING STARS .
How's my new school ?
i dunno how describe , bgss is way better .
im sure of that .
i miss bgss friend . esp , WANLING AND JAIMEE .
they both have been there for me when im down and all . i really miss them .
i miss my form teacher too . miss shahira .
even though it's only two years i miss them .
Miss shahira has been there for me no matter what .
I meant it . she's the best teacher .
sight , i wish i can go back to the past .
forget it .
AND CNY IS ARD THE CORNER .
but i'm not very excited and all . you know why ?
firstly , my grandpa pass away cant celebrate .
secondly , without him , there's doesnt have fun .
thirdly , i going miss someone when i going overseas .
sight,sight,sight.
come on man .
nvm , i shall study hard for my N and O level and yeah .
I really really need focus on my study and study hard .
i can do it !!!! :D
JC my aim . hmmm .
HAHHAHA .

101110:1111

I havent been update my blog like so many years :S I guess i should be back blogging . HAHA ! Due to im so bored now ): Some silly is sleeping now :'(

Okay let me see , should i be happy with my end of year result ? Of course not , i done badly ): WELL , i really do hope the principal will give a chance ): YES I NEED A CHANCE .
Well , my result of streaming has already out quite satisfied get those subject i wanted :D of course im happy like duh . HAHHA .
BUTBUT , i still got other thing to worry man ): LIKE SERIOUSLY . okay two weeks , exactly two weeks i will know the result .
If god really want me to get it i believed it will happened yes i should put faith in myself and trust god (:
Im just waiting for my turn (((:

Wednesday i went to extract 5 tooths could you imagine how pain am i ? I feel so uncomfortable without 5tooths ): how pathetic am i . ))):
yesterday went meet patricia and all , met weicong too . after that saw my brother . How luckily is it . HAHHAHAHHA .
than slack slack than went tuition .

I hope everything will be fine yes i pray hope it will . I hope tmr he go police station write statement and will be fine .

Im looking forward to go camp on 22-23nov & 5-7dec :D

Im looking forward for tomorrow outing too (((:!

John once asked Jesus , "how many second chances must we give a person ? Seventy ?" Jesus replied , "No ! Seventy times seven !"

What He means is that we must always be merciful and forgiving , always giving one second chances .

I believe that if you give me a second chance , I will prove to you that I can and will turn over a new leaf . God has touched my heart , God has given me an awakening .

"I want to change , for myself , my family , God . I sincerely ask for a second chance .

Please ."

Hello everyone zuyi here!Helpingg karhwee posting forr her blogg^ ^ she wanna keep tthis alive so nao i help yuu happy alr?hahas(:
anywayy yuu hor kahwee rememeber call my father leyy!!his num 93888130(:can anot?thannkyuu much hor!andd everyone enjoy yuuur sep hoilday man!byee

Im finally back ! HAHA , i have been MIA for such a long term due to lazzness uh ):
But i did update in facebook . HAHAH !
Recently not feeling very well ):
Life has been up and down D:
Damn damn , hope to get well soon . HMMM
didn't went school few days too as my stomach is pain and hurt . Having diarrhea too ): Doctor sy maybe is appendix ): DAMN , need operation which i dun want . need go hospital check . DAMN DAMN AYEEEE .
Today is so called "teacher day" but i didn't when anywhere coz im sick my sotmach is so so pain damn damn . I hope it ga be allright soon . Well , i shall end it here .
I am happy that i pass everything for CA2 . I shall work hard for my EOY exam . HAHAH (: Yeah .

" Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same. "

Don't remind me of the past .

Im back to post . HAHA !
I have been MIA for so long ): AWWW , due to im lazy .
I dunno what i have done this few days ): forgotten STM .
Pasieh , i rmb yesterday i went Justin's house study than celebrate Gabriel's birthday . HMMMM .
School was awesome :B I love the time table for the semester (Y)
Today after school went 110 slack got screening . Police came , I first time got screening than i was so timid and scared . The police officer ask me why i scared til like tht , like seeing ghost than i was saying oh i scared lor . Nvr got before ): HAHAAH . THAN SLACK SLACK . They puff but i didn't i know that i wouldn't smoke and i would never ever smoke (: Feel so awkward everyone there smoke only i didn't . AYE , who cares ?
Around 3.15 they say want go 138 play ground there slack but i dun want so i take bus and went home first (: So guai . HAHHA ! than bath and used comp . HMMMM .

DON'T REMIND ME OF MY PAST . IT'S OVER SO STOP REMINDING ME . THANKS (:
When I let go of what I have, I receive what I need. Have you ever struggled to find love, only to find them after you have given up? This is the paradox of letting go. Let go, in order to achieve. Letting go is God’s law. It is just the start of it, more to go . Lastly , Letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.
I really need thanks my cousin for everything and my uncle . Thanks for helping and care about me . Thanks Lester Tay . Thanks (:
I just hope that my parents could stop reminding and ask me about him . STOP CAN YOU ? PLEASE DUN REMIND ME ABOUT HIM .
I ain't you toy friend or your dog .

Wanling here.

Hi, i hope you wake up.

like because,

your dream has ended long ago so its high time you woke up.

You can claim for hundred&one times that "your disappointed in yourself", "your sorry for everything".

but do you know the meaning of those phrases, or are they just words to you?

words that you use ever so casually when you screw things up.

especially the words sorry & disappointed.

gah, whatever.

like all these will ever get into your mind.

but i'm still clinging on to that 1% that it will.

kbye.

you know who am i.

kiss me thrught the phone .

I didn't blog for quite a sometimes due to lazzness . HMMM , i have the though off closing down my blog ):
I guess this few days everything have screwedup . WELL ):
Today , didn't went anywhere after school . Just follow Toby , Alee , Yi Ting , Wan Ling and another guy buy their thing than i went home .
I saw Arnold Wee under my block and Jameson .
Didn't talk to Arnold but Jameson say hi than i say hi back lor . HAHA !
Than went home bath than using computer . HEHEHE !
WELL , Yesterday totally a mess . D:
HAIZ , I DUNNO WAD TO SAY ANYMORE . AYE ....
I KNOW EVERYONE IS DISAPPOINTED IN ME ):
WELL , I DIDN'T MEAN IT . AYE
SAVING FRIENDSHIP OR RELATIONSHIP ? (FRIENDSHIP I BET , COZ IT WILL BE FOREVER)
SHOULD I RATHER LOST SO MANY FRIEND CUZ OF HIM ?
AKING ASKING ?
YOU GUYS HATE ME RIGHT YA I KNOW ! I HAVE NO RIGHT TO LET YOU STOP FOR NOT HATING ME . I UST WISHED ALL MISUNDERSTANDING CAN CLEAR OFF .
TSKTSK ,

WANLING-thanks for treating me a friend though what had happened . I know you have change yes i know . Well , i know you doing for my own good . sorry for not trusting you at all . I know i in the fault , i doubt your trust . WELL , I really should open my eye big and know who's good person and bad person . YEAH , I SHOULD . WELL , THANKS FOR EVERYTHING . ♥♥

KIMBERLY - Despite what had happened i didn't really blame you i just angry why you lie nothing much anw . Thanks for helping me when i need help . Well .♥♥

Why the name keep appearing infront of me ? ):

Karhweeee's sick D; take care of her ^^v

Hello Karhwee's mummy here ^^v she's currently sick and lazy t blog she tmr still got tuition till 1 plus 2. Maybe not going t church as she's not feeling well. Today watch movie with Clement,Yanyi and YiTing watched Eclipse! Today morning went t eat breakfast with me Kimberly her friend and Yiting hahahaha! stupid mcdonalds close WTF?! waited there outside for her t come than she reach than went t meet her other friend than mcdonalds open at 7am which is like people eat finish than open mcdonalds wth! Than after eating cab nu'er and her friends t school than go my school Pingyi was late ): lucky never send sms t my mama! (: met her at 6 plus super early she and her friend eat at kopitiam super dirty than i sit there drink can drink while they drank soya bean (: her friend is like effing chio ttvm! hah Kimberly,Karhwee's mama posting till here hohoho! Currently on phone talking t her than talk till her blog than i suggested help her update her blog than she give me username and pw hahah alright waiting for her t call me back as she's gone t bath ^^ bye (:

still the same

I still miss you Z .
I know it's over and it never really began , but in my heart it was so real .
HMMM , i didn't update my blog like week already . WELL . hmmm , thursday i went out with faustina , pei hua they all to play pool and dinner . Wake up and 11 quickly change bath and rushed down to aljunied ask parents for money than go punggol to meet lester and faustina to have our lunch than went doubty guat to meet them go some hotel to play pool all that than shop do penicure all that than someerset 313 shop again than around 8plus go inter to find dad than fetch me home ard 9 reach home 9plus . FRIDAY nvr went out whole day stay home . LOL . Sat wake up 10.15 than rush to meet ting rui he say meet 11 than i rush lor than i reach 11.15 waited for him for 15 minute he 11.30 than came down . WLAUUU , girl wait guy -.- than went IT fair with eugene than go watch karate kid with gabriel , kai xiang they all include jaimee . Than after that went shop with jaimee than service all those . Than sunday went out with yong hao they all went to orchard cine watch killer , LOL play pool all that . Yesterday kite flying and went watch KILLER AGAIN . SAME CINEMA AND SAME HALL . (Y) Than went meet parents dinner .
Today , went elvin house to talk eat slack . order pizze come eat nice . Actually wwe plan too go ECP but mess up due to stupid rain . LOL . ALL THAT , fun ! looking forward tmr for JUSTIN COOKING HOKKIEN NOODLE FOR US EAT . LOL

I love Jesus

Hey im finally back . Sorry for MIA for 1weeks due t lazzness uh D:
I guess im fine with it already . Thanks those who concern abt me , care abt and talked to me . Thanks to my church friend and some outide friends alot .
I guess no point moaning since it's over . I guess i'll let him g find his happiness yeah ? :D
Well , i shall not bother him anymore . I will go find my happiness and he will find his . WELL .
I guess he also dun really bther me anymore and care .
I wish t be his friend but des he willing ? I guess no , i really dun bother anymore well (:
I will promise what i say- Highness
I wouldn't get into a r/s yeah . (:
I admit yes sometimes i will still think and miss about him yes i will what can i do ? Nothing right ? :D
HMMM , i cant really remember what i do last weekdays i nly can rmb weekends . HAHA .
Last Saturday was my grandpa 49days so d those thing til around 12 than uncle treat everyone buffet . Thanks uncle . Than around 1 went katong mall t do thing with parents than went Parkway parade shop . I went to buy a pair of shes and charile&keith and went cotton on but clothes , mummy is so good he willing to buy for me well :D
Sunday went out go some games at geylang methodist church so went there playplay cool than take cab to tuition than after tuitin went Tampinese to meet sherann than slack tkae neo print went eat sakae sushi reach home around 9plus almost get scolding :/
Monday work and slack do nothing actually .
Yesterday went to Upper east coat Kew drive to fetch Jaimee while waiting her at Bus Stop . A sport car drive pass than he alight and approach me and ask where's the expo i pointed there then he say he couldn't find his manager call me lend my phone to him so i was s afraid i quickly clled Jaimee after that i pretend dunno he still at there wait so bo bian lend him my phone than he called to his number . Awhile later he text me talk alot crap . I know it got deceived WTF RIGHT ? Jaimee's uncle drive us t tanah merah mrt station as it rain heavily D: so train t tampinese went T1 SASA jaime brough her thing til no money after that went to the free SHULTER BUS to waait for Faustina and we went to ikea . Sorry lester we are late he reach half hour ealier than us than Elvin came so went eat eat . Not really nice but quite ex -.- WELL .
Than after eat went t Ikea walk walk slack arund 3 take cab to ECP for BBQ .
Didn't know WenXin was there too quite surprised anw . It's awesome damn nice . Arund 8plus my dad came fetch me and jaimee fetch her home . We so envy her lor . Her grandparents house five stoery OMG ??!! kay , nvm . well . ENDED . she's richh :D
Jesus. ♥
I believe in god , the father almighty , maker of heaven and earth , and in Jesus Christ , his son our lord , who was conceited by the holy spirit , born of the virgin Mary , suffered under pontius pilate , was crucified , died and buried ; He descended into hell , on the third day he rose from dead; he ascended into heaven , and sits at the right hand of god the father almighty;from thence he shall come to judge the living dead . I believe the holy spirit;the holy universal church , the communion of saints; the forgiveness of sins; the resurrection of the body , and the life everlasting .

Dear boy ,

11th ,
i still love you .
I still remember every promises you told me and promises me .
I still remember you say you want change taht hongster never die , tiongim is a lie . You say you want me to know that tiongxim isn't a lie & hongster can die .
I still remember this message you told me . I do want to last with you , i'll try my best to be the best boyfr i can be alright :)
I still remember : I'll always be yours karhwee .
I still remmember that you told me that you learning to trust me . & you'll turst me .
You told me before that you should ne the one cring me . You've always be my side! You've never left me before .
You told me before that in a r/s is two way . If i dont tell you what's happening how would you going be with me thru ups and downs ? You told me that i remind you of your ex , you're not making a comparisons . You told me this : i want you to know , i love you for who you are , not cause you remind of my ex . I love you , for what you are
:)
Once , you tld me that you wanna be here with me thru ups and downs . You told me that im the 2nd girl you truly love . You once told me you will love me with your biggest heart .
This what you told me too . Baby , i know that i love you alot . I'll be here with you whenever you need me . Just tell me . Alright ? I really hope , you'll tell me what 's happening & stuff . Idw to be your boyfriend in title . I want to by your side to help you along & support you thru ups & downs. I can't describle how much i love you . Don't let me go bi . I wish i could mee you :( baby . I'll wait til when you'll tell me automatically what's troubling you . I want to hold your hand & be with you . Whenever sad , happy , angry . Iloveyou so much . Baby , don't let me go . Don't fall for another guy :( You're mine now . This you what you told me in may 25th .
On 30th of may
You asked me to start again , start anew . Let's confide in each together alright . I said okay . From that day onwards i start to love you alot . I put my heart and soul on you . Well .

Ask yourself you lie me did i say anthing i didn't i say nvr & forget it . I didn't ask you for break . Yes , i admit i do told you that my feeling for you is fading away because of things . I do want to break with you taht past few days after my friends convice me telling me i didn't i trust myself and you that no matter what we could over come it . But after few days everyhting is clear and sort out my feeling for you is overwhelming and it getting greater and greater . I do love you alot alot from then onwards . Do you know how i feel when last night you send me that beak message ? My heart really shattered into pieces it really hurt alot . You'll never understand how much tears i shed for you , i miss you D:
after all i still told myself , i cant forget you .
i'm feeling super down now a days . i need a break now ):
all i wish was to see you smiling and i swear that your smile make my day .
i seriously miss those jokes and laughter you gave me .
i want it back but can i ?
i want you back like before . i dont want you to be wif others .
i know i'm selfish keep pulling you back to me .
But i know that will never happens . whenever i cry , you wipe my tears away .
you touched me by those warm hug you gave me .
but that wasnt all i want . i want ONLY YOU .
my heart only belongs to you . unless there's someone who can show me that he love me more than i love you . but my feelings wont change till th day i break down .
everyday crying over you .
i know its stupid , but to me its worth .

Well , i know that your cg leader don't want you to have stead because he don't want you to neglect god . I know this affect you alot . I know i know . I willing to wait . I know you want centered r/s . I know your faith in god is strong whereelse mine is weak . I'm trying to closer to the god . I'll try to be steonger in my spiritually level and i'll bringgod closer to us . Im searching my heart . My feeling for you is real . It remind me of all the best . Well love is a strong feeling , not a passing feeling you can't lose it .

Im sorry that i did hurt you did pass few days treating you so cold im very very sorry cant you just give me a chance ? Everyone do mistake and deserve a chance why not me ? :/ I really really love you . You hurt me miserably . It's very terrible . The hurt you gave me is more than the hurt i lose my grandpa can you imagine how hurtful is it?

Whenever i saw those movie ticket in my wallet i will miss those memory time we been together ,



If i've a choice , i would want everything to turn to how it was when we just started .
i would hold you close and tight to me .
all i ever wanted is just give me one chance for both me and you .
i promise this chance given wont be drain.
i would cherish the one chance you give and show you all my love .
really i love you, be mine again will you ?






Tuesday went out wth jaimee . Whole day shooping .
Farrer park(City Square mall) -> Orchard road -> Far East Plaza -> Orchard Ion -> Somerset 313 -> City hall and LASTLY marina square have our dinner at Pariss restuarant (Y) Buffet was awesome .

Copy right

i thought about what our parents argued over that night.Would we break our friendship because of that.yes or no, doesn't matter.because, I want you to know.Well now we have changes to better but yet sth going to change this But i bet we can stay strong .There have been ups and downs in our friendship.
No matter what happens, I'll never let go of it.
I don't care how much pain and effort it takes to make it possible,No matter what happens, whether it may be quarrels and fights. I promise not to leave you.
Trust me. If there's no you in my life, I wouldn't know what to do anymore.
Whatever problems you may be facing, I hope you'll share them with me .
Seeing at the past . HISTORY PHOTOS.

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Forget everything already . I guess . It's over . A new leaf . Girl am i right ? :/

I've lost you once.
I dont know how much i mean to you,
but this is how much you mean to me.
remember our promises ? Well , i hope it going be a good time ahead for us .
I hope you will tell me all the truth from now onwards i wouldn't be angry or whatever . I hope you do the same things towards me control your temper :/
I love you. ♥

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My heart told me not to give up yet your action let me have the temptation to give up . Can't you changed better ? :l What happened to you ? I really cant get it . I really dunno what you are thinking about . I really cant . ):

Can you all feel when your loved one treating you so cold ? :/ I really ......... I finally realized that it wasn't my best that i was giving.I love you so deeply,I love you so much,I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever, With all of my heart . You make me how to smile , you teach me how to be happy when im sad . You have been cheering me up all days long no matter what . Whenenver i saw your messages i will smile to myself and in a hurry to reply it . I just dunno why but i hope this ain't first sight of love . I hope this is true love . Yeah :D Treat me better can you ?
Sometimes im thinking who's is the fault you or i ? Well , i still cant find out the conculsion :l
CHANCES AND CHANCES OVER AGAIN ,
Thinking of you everynight :/ well .
I always though of meeting you yet you tell me you ain't free , you got things to do . Well , do you even care me in the first place . I rmb first time we meet the fun and laughter we have together . I rmb everything we have been together . Well :/

11th's



P.S , I miss you loads luh you this silly dumb dumb D: Hope to meet you soon Loves (:

Today , Seragoon->heartlandmall->kovan->expo->church->food fair->It fair-> Metro sale . Reach home around 9plus :/
Today was awesome and great . Well :D Ilovetoday (: I love people who spent time with me today . HEHE , so fun :D WELL (:

At food Fair I and J was like hungry ghost keep going to test free food and J drink alot cup of milk from there . We gottten 6pieces of free nuguet . LOL . Someone left halfway Y left half way . Im sorry im sorry , well . I make you angry im sorry :/ Super-duper . Sorry sorry sorry . Overall was awesome , keep laughing with J . My dad fetch J home after that . Maybe meeting J tmr . WELL :D

I have to sleep soon , tmr need wake up at 7 :/